singathon was crazy. oh man. it definitely cheered me up from what happened yesterday. sang some underOATH. ooooooooooh man. Mr Tucker doesn't believe they're a Christian band. Oh well. Aloe and Alex are going to Choir Banquet together. : )

( do this dont do that cant you read the sign? )

saw the most frightening sight of my entire life today. I can't take it anymore.

good God.
no.
No.
NO.
My dad talked to Janice just now.
It's not gonna work out.
Ever.
And don't try to tell me it is.
You didn't here what Janice said.

"if your mom doesn't let me come home, and I don't think she will, I'll be your biological father, but I won't get to be ( Read more... )

*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*theos eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will never let me be
*those eyes* will ( Read more... )

I talked to Teo again today. Kayla was being an idiot, as usual. She said something about how "when 2 nerds get together(me and Theo) its jus(no 't' of course) so cute! but dont make out in front of me, cuz thats jus wrong! no affence(yes, thats how it was spelt.)" ah I hate her. I want her to leave me alone... but if I tell her, she'll just think ( Read more... )

I saw my dad for about 30 minutes today. Janice was pretty upset that he was here for so long since he's supposed to be giving her space. and I think that that means that she just wants some time by herself, but she's going to let him come back home soon. Thank God thank God thank God. I don't know... the time between when I see my dad feels like ( Read more... )

( hope you never go )

man. The mall was so... entertaining. Teo almost went with, well I'm sure he would have... but his mom was "making him steak for dinner" so he didn't wanna miss that. Idiot. Jezz scared the crap outta me, thanks. and we finally bought a cookie for stiletto, haha. and then Al's parents kinda took Jezz and me out to dinner with them... PeiWei... yum ( Read more... )

I'm going out of my head ( Read more... )

I saw my father cry today.
it's strange.
strange to see someone so strong crying.
this is crazy.
insane.
demented.
but it's going to be ok.

.this.is.a.war.we.live.and.the.sides.are.drawn.sides.are.drawn.

-=-if we fly a white flag under a black and blue sky, will a red sun rise?-=-

.:.we're turning into red roses.:.

( we used to be very tall buildings. we've been falling for so long. )

my dad just called. hm. He kept talking about how much he loves my mom and my sisters and me, and how he wants to fix everything, but I didn't know anything was wrong. And he promised he was never going to yell at me again. Never again. But that's not who my dad is. It's just not who he is. And he said he'll be home as soon as Janice lets him come ( Read more... )