( my eyes are only this green when I cry. )

My mother had a talk with my sisters and me today.
My dad's not coming home tonight.
Or tomorrow night.
Or the next night.
She doesn't know.
Only God knows when.
Maybe never.

They're having problems.
No.
My parents don't have problems.
They've been together for 20 years.
They don't have problems of this calliber.
No.
I don't believe it.
It's my parents.
NO.

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my wrist is almost perfect now, thanks mostly to Al's bandana. I can't freaking wait for solo/ensemble. :)

I feel horrible right now. Please, no one touch me. And somebody tell Roy. hah. But seriously, I don't want to be touched right now. Well... maybe by someone, but I can almost promise you that's not going to happen anytime soon.

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my dad took the laptop away, so I decided I'd upload all my pics.

( i have little balls up my @ss! )

omFg. it was awesome. yeah, who started dancing and crap? we did. with that one "heftier" kid. ahahahhaa. we're just too awesome.
and so is Tyler. he slammed into me to dance or mosh or whatever... but i fell straight back... and landed on my wrist wrong... my right wrist... where all th movement of my bow is created... oh shite. so i freaked out ( Read more... )

so i've got about 12 minutes until i can go rinse my hair. yes, im dying it again. hey, it's been about a month or so. so it's getting... lighter. again again again. yes yes yes. kaley let something slip to me earlier about doing something to Teo or something... but she didn't explain anything and just kind of... strayed from the subject. idiot. ( Read more... )

lj is up again ( Read more... )

"i'm the smart one of the family. i'm the smartest one." -whitney

oh God. poor Killams. i feel soooo sorry for them if whits is the smartest one.

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i cried during english today... they kicked a dog off a bridge. wtf do you expect from me? i screamed and cried. everyone made fun of me. God, at least i dont laugh at violence towards animals... or humans. unfeeling little bastards

( the keys to the castle were right where i left them. )

i napped today

made me realize how awesome the show was

and i realized im tired of wearing the happy girl facade. im happy, but just not so upbeat. but i dont know how to stop since ive worn it for so long. uggh

( the best happiness money can buy )