wow...its actually the day i come home.
i cant sleep.
i want to just be there so bad.

i wish i had magic shoes.
pretty red ones that sparkle.
theres no place like home...
theres no place like home...

im still packing...
i hate packing...

im sry i didnt learn how to square-dance in alabama.

tonight i was layn in the jacuzzi looking at the stars...
it was beautiful.
it reminded me of the day in orlando when we where in the pool and everything in the world was just perfect.
you feld me in your arms and told me you loved me.

i cant wait to be in your arms again.
<3

  
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1 more day thank fucking god.
im in the process of packing my entire room up...this is gona be hard. i have so much shit everywhere. my cat keeps taken my clothes from me and layn in my suitcase so i cant put stuff in there...she doesnt want me to go =(

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today was my last day of work...
last night was compleatly crazy.
i talked to ryan on the phone forever
he made me feel special and i <3d it.
i couldnt really walk.
i puked twice.
i got up at 5:00pm for work.
now i feel fine. lol

i fucking miss you...damnit!

<3

5 more days.

i think im gona drink tonight.
drink my little heart out.

and i never drink
you know i have to be hurting. . .

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im going to be home in 5 days...the 26th

im so excited to go home.
i think im going to stay with ryan for a few days...
but im not sure if he wants me to or not...
i still dont know what is going on
and im starting to get low on pot.

i cant take this sober.

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i never will forget those nights
i wonder if it was a dream
remember how i made you crazy
remember how you made me scream
i dont understand what happend to our love
but baby when i get you back
im gona show you what im made of

i can tell you my love for you will still be strong. . .
<3


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