I have been having a lot of really terrible nightmares over the past couple of months. I mean, to the point where it wakes me up and I'm incoherent and scared; like last night. Last night I had a dream that my mom and I were in Walmart or something and just talking to the lady at the desk. When we left, we were driving down some two-lane street and ( Read more... )

Have you ever made a mistake that you cant take back no matter how hard you try? All the I'm sorries in the world cant undo what I did. God why does life throw me these curve balls and why cant I change? I wish I had someone to talk to about this...Amber if you read this Im sorry I really am I dont know what else to say...I just didnt think and ( Read more... )

i like taking walks at night ( Read more... )

I ask if you're okay but the pain in your eyes reveals to me how much you need me and don't want me to leave. You keep me at arms reach yet refuse to let me get any closer incase you pull me into your little bubble of self hatred and pain. It's too late though because how ever near or far I am the results of your self-injury affect me. I want to ( Read more... )