from the depths of my shallow soul, i seriously mean it when i say that if you were gone there would never, ever ever ever ever be ANY kind of filler for the kind of void you would leave inside of me. you, are a part of me and i a part of you. missing you isnt just a phrase, my being is uncharged without you by my side. i will never do anything to ( Read more... )

sometimes i think we forget there is a present, a NOW, that we are living in (myself included, or perhaps only myself..?) that there is this thing that is ongoing, and we are always in it, but seem to be looking away from it, either FORWARDS or BACKWARDS. but the now will soon be the past, and the future will soon be the present. so why dont we ( Read more... )

SHEISTY BASTARDS!

the GONZO papers, volume 1, is a heavy read.
like your mom.

bands to listen more of:
the shins
the sounds of animals fighting
jefferson airplane
dance gavin dance
radiohead
apc
pavement
ugly casanova
mewithoutYou
the kinks
iron and wine
the doors
circa survive
bright eyes

just a personal reminder.
don't fret precious, i'm here.

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di-tech: "people are smart." [insert obvious laughter here ( Read more... )

i seriously have the most perfect boyfriend in the world. not to brag or anything, but i just want to shout it from the rooftops! haha im so gay. but we had a really nice day together yesterday, FINALLY. work and school is definitely cutting into our together time. but we went grocery shopping, and drank and watched fear and loathing in las vegas. ( Read more... )

i have to see brand new on december 8th. theyre actually coming here. and ticketmaster wont take my credit card. WTF. i think the billing address is changed or something cuz it wouldnt work on ebay either. so fucking gay. anyway ( Read more... )

anxiety. it gets the best of me. like nostalgia, but a little worse. nostalgia, in a sense makes me happy. which is probably a bad thing. holding on to the past is generally unhealthy. i find myself missing things that at the time, i took completely for granted or even DISliked. for example, working at pizza hut. i know its lame, and not a big deal ( Read more... )

first off, i just want to say i dont care if any of this offends anyone...k ( Read more... )