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i'm miserable and i'm at work. this morning my mom's like i have some bad news come sit down. what i got was not even close to what i was expecting. my uncle had suffered a massive heartattack and had died. my mom found out last night. right now i should be working cause tomorrow i'm most likely going to jersey and won't be coming in tomorrow, but ( Read more... )

I was so pissed off all day. did you just have one of those days that you found something wrong with everything? my comp is being such an asshole. it keeps disconnecting me like every 20 minutes and i was so pissed off i was ready to break it. i went out with my parents to breakfast so i got up really early and i ended up being in the car for like ( Read more... )

i'm sick of everything. i'm sick of either crying or feeling like i'm gonna cry. i'm sick of feeling like shit. i'm sick of thinking i'm a horrible person. basically i'm just sick of my life ( Read more... )

yeah so i got myself in trouble tonight. apparently i'm too loud. and my dad kicked stefan outta the house. my dad thinks that stefan has no respect cause he didn't even say anything as he walked out. i guess my dad expected an i'm sorry type of thing. and i asked my mom if stefan would be allowed back in the house and she said i dunno. he'll ( Read more... )

i'm thinking really hard tonight. i'm thinking about something special to do for a special person. anyone got any ideas ( Read more... )

My stupid dad pisses me so much. Last night I asked my mom if Stefan can spend the night and she said yes. Then this morning she forgot about talking to me last night so her and my dad were talking about me this morning. my dad always does that. he'll have all this shit to say about me behind my back but when it comes down to it he won't tell me to ( Read more... )

okay so it won't let me comment in any of my friends journals right at the moment ( Read more... )

it's so easy to be confused when you're me. i think about everything... every single detail. and it sucks ( Read more... )

Yeah so i think i completely pissed my dad off. last night i asked my mom if stefan could spend the night cause it was snowing out. and she said yeah. then my dad got up this morning and found out that he was still here and flipped. i'm sure i'll hear about it later. and now stefan has left and i am gonna be worried about him til i know he got home ( Read more... )