well right now i'm smoking my last cigarette. me and stefan decided to quit together. it's not gonna be as hard for him as it is gonna be for me tho. i really need to quit. i've been smoking since like 7th grade and it really would save some money ( Read more... )

i'm tired and sick.
i had the worst headache this morning...
overall it was a pretty good new years. the best i've ever had. i got to spend it with stefan. :)

happy new year everyone!! :)
everyone gets to start over isn't it great?!

people can be such hypercrites sometimes ( Read more... )

As soon as I walked in the door after work last night my dad's like we need to talk get in here. oh great. i got this big lecture how if i think that i'm gonna quit school and do nothing but party i'm wrong. cause ya know i party all the time dad. he wants me to clean the house everyday and he said he would pay me. and since i had a "late night" ( Read more... )

well last night kinda made up for my shitty birthday. as kim said i had to pretend that yesterday was my birthday. *s ( Read more... )

*~never have i been one to write it down now i think i can i know i'm stronger now who's lookin south not me i'm not lookin back i'm done denying the truth to anyone cause i'm alive you showed me how you seemed to find a hole but i just laughed and smiled begged and even rolled my eyes even cried and denied the truth to you just like the truth to ( Read more... )

It's christmas and i'm feeling a little miserable ( Read more... )

Well according to someone... i'm a heartless cunt ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is Christmas... which means my birthday is two days away. I'm so pissed I've gotten one birthday card this year. What great family i have. No one ever remembers my birthday and it's the day after Christmas.... stupid stupid people ( Read more... )