Yeah,I like never update this thing any more,I've been so busy lately,I am afraid Brandon thinks we're in a relationship,but I'm scared of that right now and don't know what I want,and don't want to hurt him,I'm not saying he doesn't have a chance and that I don't like him cuase I do,but I just don't know if I can handle a boyfriend right now and ( Read more... )

So,yesterday was fun,guestlist for mest/bayside/hawthorne heights/punchline.I like mest,but I think I don't like them as much any more or atleast Tony as much, I still laugh at them cuase they'er just so funny,but I don't know I'm not obsessed any more,I also love how I'm screaming at my friends on the phone to tell me how to get to the mcdonalds ( Read more... )

So yeah...Getting really sick and getting an ovarien cyst right before Brandon comes to get me is fun.And then having to stay in the hospital over night for 2 nights and missing fucking GREEN DAY is even more fun! I think morphine became my new bestfriend in these past 2 days.And guess what else I get to miss tonight?? Mest!Oh boy,I mean I can live ( Read more... )

I'm so so so happy! Raychel found my sunglasses (which I love to death) at her house.I had a funny little conversation with Tyler about "the scene" and how I'm gonna make a "Shannon scene" and turn channel sunglasses into part of the scene haha.Oh and abercrombie,I am starting to like alot of their stuff again haha ( Read more... )

So yea,just finished up an essay that was sue today,but I came home early cuase I wasn't feeling well again,so I didn't have to turn in my incompleted actually, no essay. And I had been told by my friend Steve Raychel was saying how I was becoming a ho,yet I've done nothing with a guy this whole year,oh wait I kissed one,but that was yesterday and ( Read more... )

Holy shit!I just made out with one of the hottest cool guys ever haha and those liprings,I don't know why but they attract me like crazy haha.So yea today,woke up and Jess left and I got ready and Brandon came and got me and we went to see Team America Police but I couldn't see it since I wasn't 18 also.Brandon should have just went in there and ( Read more... )

WOW...so yea,haven't updated in a LONGGGGGGGG time,I've been pretty busy with school work and hanging out with my friends every chance I get,every weekend Jess,Raych,and I were either going up to D.C. to visit our hfs friends or going to this new party place we were invited to,or both in one weekend haha.But yea,now I am tied between 2 guys that ( Read more... )

So yea,yesterday was more sunday madness and fun...Uhh after sleeping at Raych's, Jess drove us all to D.C. again to see Bri,and they were making fun of us for not making out but hey,that's cool with us,cuase we are the "cool anorexic kids" screw those fat asses!HAha.Even though Brian and I eat like 3907907 things a day.Yea,I bought some cool eye ( Read more... )

Grr...soo the whole 16th birthday party is fucked by my mom,so maybe I'm being a little selfish,but I am so pissed,and there's gonna be like no one,and I thought I was gonna get money from people that would have been useful but no,I'm most likely not,and my mom told people not to give me presents,fuck that shit ( Read more... )

Wow.....this sunday was a mix of....idiots running around,running into windows,me running into windows and getting us on air with 99.1hfs,jumping on Bri and Raych,metro fun,pole dancing on the metro,and many many more.Haha...Yea,it all started wiht meeting Brian in Georgetown then we all ran around and acted like idiots,Jess and I took forever to ( Read more... )