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God everything is so fucked up around here....my brother was out all night,went out again today and my mom cuaght him and his friends with a suitcase full of weed.Anddd then to top it off he tells my mom how he withdrew himself from college,when she already paid this whole semester for him.God he's so dumb sometimes.I used to really look up to him, ( Read more... )

Today was ok,long,but ok. And I really want to get away right now,there's so many things here that I just want to get out of my mind. Someone needs to come kidnap me and we'll run away. It'll be fun,I promise. Lots of things just suck right now,and I just found out now my other grandma is going crazy now,it all sucks,and since my mom is all ( Read more... )

So today I got to hang out with Patrick and we went out with his friend Dan and just hung out around westminster. Then Dan had to go to hockey so Patrick and I hung out for a bit,went bowling,then went back to his house and watched a movie.We took pictures of Patrick's hair.It looks good,and I took emo pictures of Patrick and Dan haha.I was really ( Read more... )

I'm such a lazy kid...I wake up babysit and all day I'm in sweatpants,tanktop,hoodie,headband,hair in ponytail,yeah,I am REALLY lazy these days.I get to see Patrick tomorrow!Umm..since all of this shopping/sales crap I want to go shopping,but there will be no more sales!How much does that suck for me?Alot.And becuase I was just so smart I of course ( Read more... )

Today I was wayy tired cuase I stayed up late last night and then got up early and had 30 people in my house,maybe more cuase my cousins from chicago and PA and here were all here and it was crowded.And after they all left Jessica and I went and saw spongebob and laughed so hardxcore cuase it was so stupid.But it was funny,and I'm freezing like ( Read more... )

Don't you just love when someone says how crazy they are about you then they whine and bitch and are insecure and end things with you and are all upset,but yet the next week they have a girlfriend?? Yeah,so he knew me for like a month and a half and said he was gonna ask me out to my friends after like 6 dates,did he ever,nope.And I just got sick ( Read more... )

I want to say so many things that I can't,but I'm happy. Umm so last night hung out with Jess and Patrick.It was fun. I need to get my hair cut like ALOT. And it's really starting to bug me and I have to wait til December cuase that's when my mom decided to make the appointment,I am pretty sure I'm going to go kinda short this time(for the first ( Read more... )

I feel absolutely horrible,today Jess IMed me saying how Brandon is moving to Mexico,forever.And he said to tell me bye...and she thinks it's becuase he's been so upset about me lately cuase here's what happened...a few days ago he says "I don't think me and you are gonna work out" and is bitching about how he never gets to see me,and he says "I'm ( Read more... )

Ah I think last night I realized how much I really do look up to my cousin Nicole,she is just too amazing and awesome and cool and such a good impression on me,and I miss her.With my friends they just get me in fucking tourble getting me home at 4am and telling me we need to stay at my house and we wake up my mom and Raychel is fucking typing on ( Read more... )