i read my friend's entries and they tell how they are upset with boys and parents and life ( Read more... )

i love...john lazaro gonzalez ( Read more... )

how people who claim to be my good friends completely diss me.
i'm so over trying to be everyone's friend.
it's a two way effort people.

i've been gone for a while.

a bunch of stupid stuff going on with allen.
but i'm not going to let it bother me.
because no matter what he does, i'm to blame.
therefore, i give up.

i went to south carolina.
i got a semi-tan.
it's pretty exciting.
i must say.

my life is too hectic ( Read more... )

so, apparently i got accepted into the virtual school to take english ( Read more... )

what would they be?

i know what mine would be.
1)be amazing at anything i attempt
2)be gorgeous
3)world peace. lol.

that at this time next year i will be in europe.
with a friend or two.
and we will stay in a luxurious hotel in each country we visit.
[italy, greece, france]
and we will spend a week in each country.
and it will be amazing.

even though i have to be up early.

i have a lot on my mind.
and i can't sleep.

sometimes life is difficult.

i want him to want to date me.
not want to hang out.
i want him to see me the way i see him.

why do i pick the guys who will only hurt me?