That he may not even like me.
That I'm clingy.
That I get attached too easily.
That I never feel pretty enough.
That I'm not comfortable with myself.
That I cant see myself like others do.
That I'm afraid of the future...but I have to know how it ends.
That I never have time.That I make time for the wrong people ( Read more... )

seeing him is amazing.
being with him is amazing.
hugging him is amazing.
holding his hand is amazing.
kissing him is amazing.
he is amazing.

true story.

but damn fate.
if it's meant to be...
God will bring him back to me.

♥

watching you graduate was probably one of my sadder moments.
i will miss you.
oh so much.

ps. The DaVinci Code is out.
YAY!

thank God, the stress is over.

mil ball was amazing.
blake pretty much made the night.
he was funny and a gentlemen.
and he made sure i wasn't sitting right next to the Bowdens...
and i pretty much looked gorgeous.
and saw all my friends.
Yury looked BEAUTIFUL.
and i got Rob Tomczak to dance with me.
many times.
hafreakinha!
i conquered the robot!the dance was funny cuz these ( Read more... )

hosts, busboys, and waiters at carraba's are hott.
oh yes they are.

i need double-stick tape.

uno at starbucks is amazing.
you wish you were as cool as me.

AP exams suck.
blegh.
wish me luck.

today is my birthday.
today is my day.
i'm 17.

and now i can go see R rated movies.
and when they stop me cuz they think i'm 12...
i'll whip out my license and show em i'm over 17.

that's right bitches.

now if only i had the right man for my birthday.
then it ould all be complete.
but hey...
who needs guys?

Mr. Holland's Opus=amazing.

when this is the only other movie besides Armageddon that makes you cry...
you're either
really wimpy
or it was wonderful.

i'm going for the latter.

and yes.
i cried.

10 pounds.
that's like a baby.
i gained a baby.
i feel like shit.
i'm not eating.
i refuse.

you can say whatever the hell you want.
cuz it doesn't matter.
you don't effing see me naked.
i'm getting fatter by the millisecond!
i'm sick of people saying i'm skinny.
i'm sick of people saying i'm pretty.
i'm sick of people saying i've got everything going for me.
i'm not.
i never will be.
and i don't.
so freaking there!