choke__hearts

yeah thats sooo me. go to it. add it. love it.

i killed this LiveJournal. ill make a new one when i have energy and when someone hasnt sucked the life from me.

my room is almost 100% sex right now. my bed is hot and i have pictures up on my coarkboard wall. ahh i love my canopy[sp?] thingy too.

anna is the best friend a girl could ask for. or at least this girl. rahh!! <3that curly hair, and that sense of humor<3 ( Read more... )

sooooooo yeah. we will start with wednesday. good day. went to "brunch" with anna, lauren v, tony, kyle, matt little, and aj bulman(sp?)<33. i love those kids a wholeee lot. we had fun :D. oooh yes i had a blast. kyle and i danced because we got bored with everyone just siting, and we listened to all of annas old weird music that i love oh so much ( Read more... )

okaaay so yesterday was the one month with the boyfriend. that was fun. yes it was.

buuuuuut yeah so everyone hates me. and it makes absolutly no sense to me. and everyone is talking shit, and they have no real reason to. what the hell? cant you people grow up and get a life? yeah but its really starting to wear on me and making me mad, and i ( Read more... )

ha so yesterday... the boytoy came over and he took me to the store to get stuff for Candace's going away thing in history tomorrow. aaaand then we painted my desk and i spilled the black paint everywhere. i swear my room is going to be the hotness, coarkboard wall and everything<3 ( Read more... )

wow. i have been all intense about some Madison lately. i dont even know why. maybe this is the first time ive actually been able to relate to their lyrics. hmm. the songs all bring back intense memories of when everything seemed perfect, parties, friends, summer and love-ishness, never any trouble, no drama, and never anything to do, and i hate to ( Read more... )

im sorry. this has been one of the toughest weeks of my life... im trying, trust me. and i know you dont think i am. but when things that i dont even understand are going on and are scaring me more than ive ever been, its hard to be here.

edit(8:22pm): [new feeling: happy ( Read more... )

i hate when people care so much they pick me up from school early, prentend like all were doing is running arrends then just casually take me to the hospital.

funn.

well today was fricken one of the best days ive had in a loooong time.

HEYHEYHEY i have a B in Spanish cuatro. and im so so soooo proud of that. ah yess. beat that bitches.

aaaand when i left my purse at that party at the beach back before school started that had my ATM card in it and i was worried that someone might have taken the almost $2000 ( Read more... )