still.....

you make me so happy.

and still.....

i wont be soothed over....like milk....silk....a bedspread or a quilt ( Read more... )

I realized everyone i know and associate with now knows nothing about the old me and the people who did know me then are no longer around, all for various reasons. The one person who is still around isnt there by choice, theyre just there because they havent happened to leave. I dontk now how i feel about that ( Read more... )

like i said only rich kids get that.

have a blessed day. words from satan.

freak.

innebriated.

hope i win the lottery.

<3 x

understanding you might make things easier ( Read more... )

i feel horrible. about so many things. i am horrible.

i wish it felt like you wanted to see me. but im starting to understand thats not always the case.

1:48

youre such a puss.

1:48

i wish i had the internet.

ill write in a real journal.

dance dance ( Read more... )

i figured it out. god is taking a dollar away from me everytime i consider having sex. its the only explanation for a missing $130. why god why?? i just want my to eat my cake.

you have way to many nick names. and they all kick ass, mine however do it. your little age comments confuse me. was it just a deal or something else? your a big boy, be ( Read more... )

sneaky postings are the way to go ( Read more... )

i hope one day you will be able to understand how you make me feel/act. and i also hope that at that very moment you realize how horrible you are. and the moment that hits you, i hope god graces you with money, lots of it. with that money i want you to move far away, get a new family , and completly forget about this one. i want you to have your ( Read more... )