i got flowers. thank you.

last night was nice.

i dont know what ekse to type. the things that are inside im not putting up and everyhting else isnt important.

changed my myspace. kind of neat.

uhm pretend like this is the interview thing " "

things have been going pretty good. yes they have.

i hate you karen.

you make me feel pretty.

im sorry she had on no pants.

i cant wait for this weekend. this week has been going bad but the weekend will make up for it.

FUCK COLUMBUS DAY! - i broke my car.

who wants to let me borrow $250???

<3

do you ever regret being so pathetic? i know you say you do, but in all honesty have you ever sat there, sober, wishing you were different. its funny how other people read you better than i do. i know questioning you about regret is dumb, because youll never be there to answer, but let me state for the books, i regret everything for and because of ( Read more... )

today was interesting.

ive decided lj is for meaningful stuff, cause im too lazy to keep a real journal.

mom situations blow. what nut busters.

so very chill...i cream my pants.

yum.

i really need to learn to confront people. really need to.

i like when people pick me...but when they pick me up and go aw...yea that sucks. IM NOT 3!!

so i finally found my mom today after searching for an hour at 3 different houses. things get bad when your mom is laying in bed at 3 30 pm, in someone else's clothes, doesnt know where she's at, and hasn't eaten in two days. it also gets bad when after thursday shes completely homeless again, she cant come stay with you because being around her ( Read more... )

got a job, work too much, but pay is fabulous ( Read more... )

its funny how often i update this thing as opposed ot the 2 a day when i first started ( Read more... )

i think youre pathetic. its funny how im suppossed to dream to be like you and thats the one thing i fear. its funny how i try so hard to be the opposite and at the end of each day youre exactly who i am. i hate you for this.

i wish i could be one of those people who have no regrets. someone who can be content with everything theyve ever done. but ( Read more... )

its been so long ( Read more... )

yum ( Read more... )