so anywayz...ive started a good life for a whille i was talkkin to this kid and then i felt like it just wasnt there so i moved on.....but now im with richard and oh my god he makes me so happy u dont even understand...i love wakin up in the mornin just because i no im gonna get to see him...when im in school i count down the hours...intil i can be ( Read more... )

wow ajs family got to go see him yesturday and i didnt...the wrost thing ever...i love him so much and miss him so much and there is nothing i can do about it...i write his name and put hearts around i t everyday..but yet that doesnt help..i try not to miss him because u cant see him for another 4 or so months...its the wrost thing ever..i fucked ( Read more... )

r-jay pasted away over the weekend.....rjay was a sweet kid...even through i didnt no him that well...he sitll has a place in my heart..he never did anything wrong or never hurt anyone, he was here to live life...and to have fun in life...rjay meant alot to alot of people...and they lost something special...but no matter where he is he will alwayz ( Read more... )

im depressed....i cry myself to sleep..and you dont wanna do anything bout it...i dont think u care anymore...its like your friends...are more important then me...i just dont no what to do anymore..did i make a bad choice or what ( Read more... )

i dont no what to do!

HELP ME PLEASE

hey so ya its like 6:14 in the morning and i cant go to sleep maybe its becauses i had a fun nite but it sux that i cant go to sleep..myu sister will be gettin uo soon for work....goodness....but ya i havent updated in foreva..i have jsut been so busy..wit aj in boot camp and friends dying and life just isnt the easiest rite now.. but im still ( Read more... )