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Not really into Xanga anymore sorry I really am not even into going online nothing to do and no one to really talk to. Sorry guys I really do miss you all. Will I am a girl now will I always been but I look and dress like one now. So that is cool get my nails done and have cute outfits it is cool. Me and Jon are doing great. ( Read more... )

Fuck you for hurting me like this. Fuck you for making me who I am. Fuck you for making me feel like I am nothing. Fuck you for making me want to die. Fuck you for being the asshole that you are. I hope that you feel the pain I feel right now. And lets see how much you fucking like. Never fucking say you love me and then go and hurt me. If you ( Read more... )

Kevin dumped me on 4*20*04. I thought I was doing ok. I was doing ok. But now I think it is starting to hit me that I lost him. I love him so much and am so in love with him. He was and will be forever my everything. He knows me inside out. He knows my body, soul, mind and heart. I miss and love him so much. We belong together so much and I know he ( Read more... )

Ok I have been hurting and being upset more now and I really do not know why. Me and Kevin are doing some what good. I am so happy with him and I am so in love with him but I feel he really does not love or is happy with me, even though he tells me he is. But still I hate how I think this way. It makes me feel crazy and then I just feel bad and ( Read more... )

Will I talked to Kevin last night and he said I could talk to Dave but now I cannot talk to Gary and that is ok cuz I love talking to Dave. And will I can live without Gary. Then I am not talking to Brittany anymore she is nothing but a little slut that needs to just die. And she better not even think we will be friends again cuz we will not be. I ( Read more... )

I really do not know how I am feeling right now. I mean I feel a little better but I do not know if that is cuz I know everything is ok with me and Kevin like I feel it. Or cuz I have been talking to Dave who makes me laugh. We talked from 10pm-2am last night and then today from 2pm-4:30pm today. And I just have been laughing the whole time. I hope ( Read more... )

I feel kinda hurt right now. I mean someone is telling me stuff about Kevin and he is not come to ask if it is right. So I am upset about that. I mean I hope he loves me and would do anything to keep us together cuz that is how I feel about him. I am so in love with him. I want to be with him for a long time. I just really need to talk to him. And ( Read more... )

I have not wrote in here in forever. I am doing ok I guess. I have been working a lot on the 28th it will be 5 months since I started PathMark I am a cashier there it is cool. And I like it but there is a lotof people there that fucking piss me off so much I mean there is no reason to hate me but they do and I hate people like that. But I do like ( Read more... )

On 1-14-04 at 4pm Kevin asked me back out. The last time I was this happy was March 19, 2003 at 2am. LOL I love how I know all this. I am just so happy I really think we will be better cuz we know each other more and we are best friends now. And we know what we did wrong last time so now we can fix it. I really think we will last. We both hope we ( Read more... )