Christmas vacations are almost done, I realized this today. Soon itll be dull classes once again, and having to go somewhere I'm not wanted. YaY *sarcasm* I can't wait! Ya, anyways these vacations were ok i guess, there was only two good things that came out of it tho. That is being able to spend lots of time with Joey before exams and finding out ( Read more... )

My first update in a while so ya...this one mite be a bit longer...this weekend to say the least was interesting and awkward and different. I still feel kinda strange about it but i guess I'll get over it eventually. I dont know it'll probably always be at the back of my mind and I guess I'll always regret it somewhat but it happened and I'm gonna ( Read more... )

WoOt*sarcasm*I'm confused again. I think you might know what I'm talking about Anne. About you know who. Remember lunch yesterday? Ya that was just so confusing cause i felt so comfortable and like I belonged there...then it was like no .. no thats not right i have a boyfriend...I still have feelings for him and they wont go away.. and i just dont ( Read more... )

People are so stupid. They only want to help me and be there for me when I'm really depressed and dont care anymore. On regular days it's just like I'm invisible and nobody cares; until they finally realize that I'm at a certain point. So basically they dont want me to cut or commit myself but then they completely ignore me. Whats the point of ( Read more... )

This is my first entry. Obviously from the title but o well. This is my first journal and yeah .. i tried having one before but then someone i didnt want reading it found it; and read it all and ya, basically knew everything about me which isnt cool. So anyways to start my journal up, today was one of those days where you are so busy you dont even ( Read more... )

Just testing the layout colors