My ex Jason comes back to the states from Afghanistan next week, after being there for 6 months.

My semi-ex Nick leaves here for overseas September 1st.

The worst though:My brother leaves for Iraq mid-September and won't be back for 4-6 months ( Read more... )

Yeah something like that ( Read more... )

I haven't been on here in a long time. Hey everyone. I've so abandoned this thing.

( pictures of my accident )

I don't think I told anyone, but I went to the hospital.
From Thursday to Monday, didn't find anything wrong.
But the pain hasn't stopped.
It's 6AM, and I am still awake.
And took a million pictures.
(Oh yeah, engagement is off, don't ask questions just leave it at that, thank you.)

( The light is off and will never be turned back on )

My 6 month old niece died last Monday.
We had her funeral on Saturday.
It was so hard to let her go.
And I can't believe she's gone.

My niece is dying.

HAPPY TURKEY DAY KIDS!

My fear is that you will leave me.
I have a fear something is being kept from me.
Maybe it's just because guys have lied to me before.
Maybe because I don't trust well anymore.
Or maybe because you loved her and she still loves you.
Or maybe because I love you and I can't let you go now.

No this is the real reason:
Because you promised me you'd ( Read more... )

I sit here and can't believe you are really dead.
I don't want to believe the papers.
It's all a lie.

Just like his death was.
It's all a sick joke right?
Ha, I wish.

Oh by the way, I'm engaged.