*Love and Hate
Mix wth fire
Add to this my only desire
Blood and tears
Driping and hot
Slice a vein let it bleed non-stop

*WhY dO wE dReAm WhEn OuR tHoUgHtZ mEaN nOtHiNg ( Read more... )

~!~Well today Tayz sleepin over and tomorro off to the Providence mall~!~!~ Im sooo out of it lately.. I dont want to be here but yet I am so since I am Im jus out of it.

*today as I was smokin the last one out of my pack and I just sat there and all of a sudden my mind was soooo clear. Damonz right- about everything he said about me 'now' and how Ive changed and shyt. He doeznt even want to call me or see me becuz of how I am supposedly. All of which I dont understand and I dont understand why he doeznt love me ( Read more... )

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*thingz seem to be goin downhill in a snowball type effect but very fast and very shitty. I feel like the stupid damn idiot who made their snowman fall over and down the hill n got caught in it ( Read more... )

omfg Im sooooo worried about my girl!!! hunni you know who you are and I LOVE YOU and I dont wanna lose you and Im sorry but I hada send you that Im so worried. I love you like you were my sister. I hope your not gonna be mad at me for saying what I needed to. Im gonna save you and bring you back even if I need to kidnap you lolz.

I LOVE

~!~Well I came home from Amandaz at like 10:40 and just woke up from falling back asleep. I was soooo fukin tired. I slept over last night it was awesome. shyt tom made us laugh so fukin hard ( Read more... )

Got an interesting phone call today: therez a 5 bedroom 2 bathroom big house in Leominster that my parentals are seriously considering moving to..Fitchburg is fitchburg and leomister is leominster..my step sister would be happi : moving closer to her boyfriend, I would be close to ppl I kno and Id still be able to go to LHS which is kewl but, Ive ( Read more... )

*The wierdest thing happened today..I was waking to CVS wit my step sister becuz she had to buy a card for her boyfriends birthday and as we were walking we saw theze two dogz just sitting across the street from one another one on each side of the street just staring at the other..not moving not barkng..just starin. And they stayed like this for ( Read more... )