sick again. why does life hate me. i don't know if i'm gonna make it to btbam tomorrow night. FUCK. seriously, why does timing have to always just shit on me ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking sick of drama.
i come home from a pretty good night, and there's fucking drama. anybody wanna live with me next year?

ha! its the weekend. and my throat is fucking killing me. apparently drinking on a wednesday night is bad?

so i'm back to being completely lost. it seems like everything is ok, but for some reason there's still something missing. maybe it's the fact that all my free time has been spent at the hort building trying to get this project done. i haven't really been able to do anything else. that's really starting to piss me off. but after tomorrow at 5 i'll ( Read more... )

damn. i love realizing things i've been thinking for awhile. there's just something funny about it ( Read more... )

welcome back to reality. i hate when i got lost in one of my moods. i guess it happens, oh well ( Read more... )

here's to a complete lack of anything. i had a 15 minute monologue going last night, i think it sounded good. it was kind of weird, i hope nobody actually heard me talking, but i doubt anyone was actually on campus at 4:30 in the morning. there's just still something uncomfortable about life. i know what it is, and i can usually make it go away. ( Read more... )

so as of now, i'm just kinda lost on so many levels. i didn't realize that many people in the house look up to me. it really doesn't make any sense, when someone is sitting there complaining to me about the same shit i'm dealing with. i just choose to not show it, that doesn't mean its not htere. its always there, as of this moment, my life is a ( Read more... )

hmmm. interesting weekend to say the least. i finally got to sleep on friday night after 3 days and about 5 hours of sleep. then my parents decided to come down saturday morning. it was nice since they brought my old glasses so i could fix mine. now i can see when my contacts aren't in ( Read more... )

back to updating livejournal way too much out of complete boredom. i got a new hat. i like it. it's black. i don't know if it can replace the old black hat, but i felt it was time to get a new one after 5 years ( Read more... )