So this is the last week of summer for me and so far it sucks. Started with the fact that I dont have my fucking car back for school which starts next week for me. Its a pain in the ass but it gets worse from there. Found out that I wont see lisa this week cause out schudeles are fucked up and now with school coming up next week, idk when the next ( Read more... )

Life is ok, i guess. I mean when I look into the mirror I get to reflect on my life, to much to get into on this blog, but there is always something on my mind. It's fine day to day, last week me and lisa had a great date night (one of the best nights i've had with her in a long time), this weekend my bros came down from upstate and we had our ( Read more... )

Well I haven't done this in awhile, I was always planing on updating the journal alot more when I got outta the hospital, but that I guess that changed along the way. So here is the up date for the last couple of months ( Read more... )

What's my name? over the years I have been called many things and here is the list of them (Figured it be fun to do)

Jim
Jimmy
Gig
Giggy
Bro
Scooter
Vega
V
Sparky
Sparks
Spider
Wrath
Black Zero
Cupcake
Pinnocio
Superman
Superboy
Steel
Captain
Robin
Boo Boo
Tugs
Little Red Riding Hood

But at the end of the day I'm just me, just James

So this is the end of my mini vacation. Starting monday its back to work, but they are changing my schedule around so in the begining i'll be taking it easy. A part of me wants to run right back into beast mode but I know I can't, blah. Other than that its the same old stuff, getting used to the medication (shitty side effects @ times but w.e, lol ( Read more... )

Its been one week since I have been home and how does it feel? Sometimes is feels like it was one cage to another but I have had some excitement since I have been home. Been feeling kind of shitty cause my body isnt the way it used to be. My condtion causes me pain on two levels but Im taking it easy and im trying to take it easy (How many people ( Read more... )

So after a 20 day run at work and two days of rest, I ended up in the ER....due to my collapse at work. While I was there for a few hours I sat in a bed with my mother in tow (she came right from work) Ok, i guess there needs to be some answers, While I was at work I had collapsed (whited out) and I was revived by the ambulence and sent to the ER ( Read more... )

So today is the last day of my 19 day run at work, and I'll have to admit that it took its toll on my body, but seems like im getting a second wind. So what can I say in the last 20 days, umm the best word would be chaos. Wish there was a different word that I could use, but cant seem to find one. Well ok on top of the fact that I put in over 50 ( Read more... )