I'm not sure why I'm updating. I'm in a spectacular mood. No clue why. I love being open and honest. I'm glad I decided to stop holding things back, it only makes things build up and get worse. I put on fake nails last night. I'm seriously gonna stop biting mine. I can do this. I know it seems like it's not a big deal and that it should be easy, ( Read more... )

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I just wanted to say that I got my period. YesssssssSsss. That's so awesome because it explains why I've been even moodier lately.

And I just really wanted to say that I have the greatest friends ever<3 Meg and Katie, you guys are really always there for me and I couldn't ask for any better best friends ( Read more... )

I hate everyone. And they can all suck my weiner. I'm in a really bad mood. I think the problem isn't that I hate other people, but that I hate myself. And that makes me hate other people even more. The fact that they can love themselves and I can't. I'm weak and I'm pathetic and yea.. I thought I was getting better, I really did. But all of the ( Read more... )

So I had a good weekend. I hate coughing and I hate PMS. But that's okay. I spent the weekend with Nikkie and it was good as usual. <3 ( Read more... )

Thank God midterms are over. I'm lame and got all stressed. And they were easy so that's awesome. And I have off tomorrow. Even though some creepy men my dad used to work with are coming here to fix the door when I'll be home alone. =( Scary. Last night was so great. I slept over Connie's. The greatest part was when John almost fell asleep when he ( Read more... )

You know that feeling in the pit of your stomach? The one you get the second you find out that everything was all a lie? Where you feel your heart stop beating for a second and all the food you've eaten all day suddenly seems to want to come up your throat? Because when you finally feel safe, when you finally feel like everything is okay.. it's not ( Read more... )

Guys.. I had a good weekend. And I rock everybody's panties because, well, just because I do. This weekend was entirely devoted to Miss Nikkie. And I'm glad it was. She cheers me up so uberly much. Even though she makes fun of me. She's beautiful guys. None of you will ever be as beautiful as she is. So deal with it. And she's mine again. And omg, ( Read more... )

Well my day wasn't too bad. I'm really glad the weekend is finally here. I think I'm the only person I know not stressed about midterms. Eh, I'll do fine no matter what so it doesn't matter much. I think I'm spending all of this weekend at Nikkie's..? I'm not sure now. I hate when people lie to me. But um yea, here's my new pictures (I'm hideous) ( Read more... )

Surely you can't believe ( Read more... )