The blackness of eternal damnation ( Read more... )

Hey guys.. I got bored so I took more pics of myself. I get bored a lot lol. So if you want to look, go on ahead! <3

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Merry Christmas Eve guys.. Sorry about all those evil entries. Let's just blame Scrooge for those. But anyways, I just really wanted to update about a special someone. And no, for everybody reading this, it's not you. It's Nikkie. Because, no matter how hard you try, you will never be as perfect as she is. And you can do your hair and makeup for ( Read more... )

This is what I have decided. I don't give a fuck anymore. I hope all of you suddenly die. And if you did, I wouldn't be sad. I think I'd just laugh. Because you're all fucking pricks. I hate you all. I hate you, you, you, and yes, definitely you. I think I'm pretty much beginning to hate everything. Not even sure what love is anymore. Don't think I ( Read more... )

I figure I needed to just rant about this somewhere. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel extremelyyy stressed out. And everybody seems to be irritating me and they're not even being that irritating. I think my new meds are just making me feel worse. My psych said they might and blah, I think they are. I just want to curl up in a ball and rot ( Read more... )

You know what I hate? I hate this whole fucking bipolar bullshit. I'm sick of dealing with it.. But anywaysss.. Um, Thursday was the Feastival (sp?) It was kinda awesome. Franz Ferdinand and JEW were awesome. And so was the limo. And I hung outside by myself during Good Charlotte and some random chick came and talked to me. She was really awesome ( Read more... )

Well I had a great weekend. It wasn't the weekend that was so great, mostly it was the girlfriend. Yes, the girlfriend. Not just any girlfriend. The best one you could ever ask for. So it started on Friday.. I got dropped off there after seeing a movie with the fam. and then I spent the night at her dad's. And we had a sweet lovely evening. And ( Read more... )

Well I don't like Prozac. That was random but true. I'm so glad I have no school for 6 days. I really needed this break. I've been really stressed out and nervous about nothing lately. And it's all Padua's fault. I want to just sleep forever. Or be with Nikkie =) I asked my mom about going to Nikkie's Friday and she was like "WHY? Why spend the ( Read more... )

Life is good. You want to know why? Because Nikkie is good. Yea, that sounded lame but psh I don't give one noodle what you say. You're all just jealous. Guess what? I spent the whole weekend with Nikkie and it was one of the best weekends I've had in such a long time. I love her with all of my heart guys. Aren't you happy for me? Well you should ( Read more... )

I don't think I'm writing in here anymore. I don't really give a fuck what's going on in my life and I doubt you do. Life sucks. You suck. I suck. Everyone sucks. And I'm sick of it. I'm sick of being lied to. I'm sick of everything. Erg. I want it all to go away. But so far, nothing is going away at all. It's all just haunting me. I gotta get away ( Read more... )