the story of us... page one... opening up... lust betrays the useless hand that feeds. we are cut between the lines. the verdict sews where it bleeds, that was years ago. as you held her hand you let go, you will never share her cries of life. opening up... page two... im afraid i will lose her and these pictures will turn to shadows. and im ( Read more... )

i made a list of everything i wanted to see before i left here ( Read more... )

im fucking going to bed. and in the morning i'll forget about you all. because its the only thing to do. can you honestly suggest something less painful? i've decided that you should have tried. and that i should have tried. and i've decided that this probably doesnt bother you too much. maybe thats a little harsh. i tend to forget that other ( Read more... )

i was going to take your advice, you. and make this entry to you. put up your name and everything. huge letters. and ask you why. i dont think ive ever felt this way about you until right this second. and i dont usually make these to you. i dont usually have any issue with you. but then... after the why, what? nothing. maybe its the shock. i want ( Read more... )

wings like these: im not very happy when i play fairy because i cant fly with plastic wings.

im starting to not be able to handle it again. i should get off of livejournal. i read too much, i comprehend too much.

im sitting here going through all of my CD's. my computer is spontaneously downloading all of this mysterious shit and i cant stop it. it is going to blow up soon. im listening to each cd and reading the lyrics along with it ( Read more... )

Crashed on the floor when I moved in ( Read more... )

fuck. today already sucks. i've been bitched at since the moment i woke up. by BOTH parents. what the hell. dad starts it off with a nice round of making me feel like shit, and my mom finishes it by making me feel guilty. or trying. but its not over yet! here comes dad with another round of bitching. what a hoe. him and my mom are fourteen yesr old ( Read more... )

nothing is going to come easily right now, is it ( Read more... )

oooh. fuck. so today i sat around and whined until four. then derrek picked me up and we drove to the bookstore. while in the parking lot i realized i didnt have my gift card so there was no point in being there. disappointment. we went to fireside. got hot chocolate... it was good. drank it through a straw. saw brett. felt stupid. left ( Read more... )