I guess nothing can last forever. Things with Johnny have pretty much fallen apart right before my eyes and I feel so helpless. I guess I was trying to pretend everything was great, but in reality it wasn't. We had our break-ups and make-ups a bunch of times before, but I'm not sure this time we should make up. Maybe it's not meant to be. One year ( Read more... )

I haven't made an entry on here in quite some time. Hmm, well everything in my life seems to somehow be working out for the most part and at least in this moment. Summer is coming to an end and in just a few days I start yet another school year. I feel like I should have graduated by now, but then again I'm kind of glad I haven't. I'm sort of ( Read more... )

I've been content lately and it feels really good. Not everything is perfect, but I have enough good things going on to keep me going. I guess the best thing that's happened to me lately is Johnny. We met like two months ago through Andrew (the last guy I was hooking up with). That may seem weird, and I was definitely reluctant to meet his friend, ( Read more... )

How Complete is Your Life?

[1] I have had my first kiss.
[2] I truly love/loved someone.
[3] I’ve stayed up all night.
[4] I’ve been on vacation.
[5] I have a best friend.
[6] I’ve learned to love myself, I do not have a low self-esteem.
[7] I have a job.
[8] I’ve been to a different country.
[9] I’m married.
[10] I’ve been/I’m in a nice ( Read more... )

It's amazing how one person can change everything. :-)

I enjoy spending time with friends and even big groups, but the truth is that I still feel alone. It doesn't make sense that I can be around a bunch of people and still feel completely alone. I don't know what's wrong with me. I wish these feelings would go away or that I could find a way to let out everything, but I can't. I guess I'm not trying ( Read more... )

Aw, this guy just proposed to this girl on the Tyra show and it was cute. Man, I usually don't find this stuff cute, but awww. Makes me want to have a boy. Haha, ok not really, I think I've realized that I'm happy single. I'm just way too effed up in the head for a relationship right now, plus nothing has been working out lately so I might as well ( Read more... )

Something isn't right. :-/

There's nothing like feeling your heart break twice in one night.

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