i feel like i'm 4 different people right now or more like i have to be 4 diff. ppl right now. its quite stressful and crazy ( Read more... )

well today was interesting. I hate making big decisions tho :(
today is mine and jareds 14 month :) i know...we're dorks, we still count months lol
i have the BEST idea for a halloween costume, too bad no1 else had the idea to make it :(
maybe i'll get crafty and make it. :)

well i'm out.
christie

ok so last night was an amazing dream and it felt real but i think i've had that dream before like a realllll long time ago. I wish it had been real. i would give anythign for it to be real, i miss him so much...all i can do is be happy with dreams...

i'm super excited but also kinda nervous. i'm gonna be living out the excited feeling tho cuz nervous is no fun :)
ok i'm out i have errands to do before class. bye!

ok so this weekend home was seriously effing amazing!
i cant wait til 2 weeks from now.
cant deicde if i'm going to jacksonville or not next weekend.
w/e i'm still so relaxed and happy from this weekend i could care less.
jared is the greatest guy in the entire world. and i miss him so much already.
<3 ( Read more... )

i'm soo excited my mom has been here all week and her bday was yesterday it was soo awesome and i'm just waiting for my last class of the day and then i'm going home!i'm super excited i miss jared sooo much!!!! I cant wait to see him and to be with my pets and in my house again :)
well i'm out hope everyone as a good weekend!

totally great night tonight. great day all together actually. but yea great night so many laughs, class ended early i learned how to use my coffee pot and i got candy in guest service mgmt. yep it was good. sam and i danced in the kitchen and made smoothies...it was a new blend and totally awesome! we had fancy cups too ( Read more... )

hey so the last entry was quite a downer huh? so i jsut need to make up for it. i'm pretty well adjusted here i think my room is awesome now and it finally all came together. i finalyl ended up at the game on sat. after a HUGE fiasco but it was cool. i'm workign out again my car jsut went in the shop so hopefully it'll be done by friday so my mom ( Read more... )

i feel gross lately and i'm not doing anyhitgn about it. when i'm bored i eat. and i stopped excersizing again. woohoo what like 2 weeks of good workouts and now nothing. i feel fat i want my abs back i want to be sore and have muscle. but i'm not motivated to do anything. it really sucks. the computer is slowly becoming my enemy and so is sleep. i ( Read more... )

yea its been a while since i last wrote in here but righ tnow i feel like writing so here it goes ( Read more... )