sooooo random have not been on here in forever. life is good enough. i live on my own which is at least somewhat responsible i like to think. friends are great although i would like to see more of them more often but i regrettably understand sometimes theres just not enough time. girls are stupid and boring well at least the ones ive been ( Read more... )

livejournal is officially depressing i have realized this due to the fact that it seems in the vast amount of time i have not seen a couple of my good friends they have matured incredibly, gained responsiblity, and things seem to be working out for them. where did i go wrong. i owe money on my credit card. i owe money for school. i am not making ( Read more... )

people although occasionaly endearing or entertaining, for the most part will always be self centered and ignorant to anything else besides their own opinion.

fuck chase/bank one, or any bank for that matter. ive been jewed out of 400 dollars. i better get it soon i need it so bad and the fucking bank is retarded. i hate my job.

so unfortunately i think i fucked up to bad this time. i hope i can fix it but the way it looks im really not sure. come december well find out. my prediction is- wont pass at least 2 of my classes, will get kicked out, become one of the fuck ups. life is grand.

i have not updated in a while, it feels strange. so basically i am stuck. i dont know how i got here or even where here is but i am definitely stuck. i know whats important, what i need to do, yet i cant bring myself to do it. i just dont care. i have no idea where my life is going and that doesnt really bother me except for the fact that for some ( Read more... )

blah blah blah. ive been hearing a lot about setting your priorities and how you need to grow up and be responsible. im in school. im working. i think thats what im supposed to be doing and its really pissing me off a lot that im still constantly getting shit from my stupid ass parents. i think im going to win the lottery, it just seems easier that ( Read more... )

ians back. nicoles back. hag mans back for the weekend. good parties. good friends. good times. i am just in a really good mood, its nice to have things seem like everything just right even if it is only temporary. i hope this weekend lives up to expectations although to be honest i cant see how it wouldnt but lets no knock on wood. wish me luck. ( Read more... )

im sitting at work with nothing to do and a psych paper due tommorow which im about no where near done with and i still cant make myself write the damn paper. i think i have a.d.d. i really just want this week to be over with, friday night after work will be the biggest relief ever. i feel like im carrying around a bunch of weights im so stressed. ( Read more... )

you know what would be awesome if someone would have a conversation with me right now through livejournal. i will be periodically checking it while im at work for the next three hours. talk to me.