i woke up this morning to such a terrible dream about him, he was telling me about the girl he was seeing, they started dating after just one night of hanging out. it made me sick, i woke up this morning with tears welling. I hate it I wish it wasnt there i dont know why i go back and forth between being okay and then not being. why do i let him do ( Read more... )

STOP just STOP being so fucking self-righteous ( Read more... )

I can't believe how much I have neglected my lovely LJ. Jen and I got a house together, originally it was with another girl Crystal but that turned into a huge mess. Other then that things have been good, we've been partying a lot, drinking a lot and having lots of fun ( Read more... )

I feel like all my hopes and dreams are crashing down around me like waves into a cliff wall. Everything I had planned and desired to do this year seems so out of reach now. I mean I have no one to blame by myself but I still can't help and think everything that was just within reach is now a million light years away. So I've go to find a new job ( Read more... )

Oooooooh, oh deary me ( Read more... )

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Its been forever since ive posted on here. Heres what gone on so far listed in bulleted points :o)

• Went to Warped Tour
• Jennifer moved back from Texas yay!!
• I turned 21 :o)
• I quit Amazon.com and work for eHarmony.com
• I am amazing :o)