I've been neglecting my trusty livejournal, its sad ive had an online diary since I was the young age of 14. Sometimes I look at my old one to compare the difference. I was so incredible niave back then, so young and fearful. I also had extremely horrible grammer..though I dont have the best now :o) its sort of funny, though as a person I changed ( Read more... )

Its so crazy all these things in the world, all the horror, terror, violence, sickness it wont happen to you. You watch these events unfold on the tv screen and everything seems so far away and you feel safe thinking that because you are on the other side of the country it wont happen to you ( Read more... )

Measure me in metered lines, in one decisive stare,
the time it takes to get from here to there.
My ribs that show through t-shirts and these shoes I got for free;
I'm unconsoled, I'm lonely.
I am so much better than I used to be.
Terrified of telephones and shopping mall,
and knives, and drowning in the pools of over lives.
Rely a bit to heavily on ( Read more... )

Wow, I havent done much these past couple of days..and nothing has really occurred ( Read more... )

I had a pretty uneventful weekend, till about Saturday. Mindy called to see if Jen and I wanted to go to the movies with her,Ashley and Elisha came too, we smoked before the movie then after. The movie really good, I thought it would be a lot funnier than it was, it was a romance/drama/comedy, I did enjoy it ( Read more... )

UMM imd own at lindsye right now chilling, imt irefd itd too much work to typr lovr uoi bnye

Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream
Make him the cutest that I've ever seen
Give him two lips like roses and clover
Then tell him that his lonesome nights are over.
Sandman, I'm so alone
Don't have nobody to call my own
Please turn on your magic beam
Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream.

Mr. Sandman, bring me a dream
Make him the cutest that I've ever seenGive ( Read more... )

I was laying in bed a few moments ago getting ready to sleep and I prayed, its been a while since ive prayed like that, it was refreshing. I prayed for Mindy, Shella, Jen, Nicole, Ashley, Faris, Ryan, and myself ( Read more... )

If there is someone on your friends list you would like to take, strip naked, tie them to a bed post, lick them until they scream, then fuck them until both of you are senseless and unable to fuck anymore, then wait about five minutes and do it all over again, then post this exact sentence in YOUR journal.

Forgive me for I did not know
'cause I was just a boy
you were so much more

Than any god could ever plan
More than a woman or a man
now I understand
How much I took from you
That when everything starts breaking down
You take the pieces off the ground
And show this wicked town
Something beautiful and new

You think that luck has left you there ( Read more... )