I'm so sad :( Today I went with Alex to the airport. We got there around 7:00pm and he was to board the plane at 7:40pm. I thought everything was good. We had a good dinner earlier. He seemed kind of excited to go and I was too. I didn't feel sad at all. But when the time came when he had to say goodbye...he hugged his brother, then his mom and
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It's so wierd to think about the past....like a long time ago you didn't even know that person. and about how things turn out in the way you wanted it. And now as you think back you thought that person was going to be a little different than what you know of them now. I feel like a big part of my past has been blacked out and i can't remember this
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OMG! How in the world can I forget??? IT'S MY FUCKIN PASSWORD!! I'm having a nervous breakdown right now because the only way I remembered was cuz some other "fan" put up a whole page dedicated to him :'( I miss my obsession...if it was like before I'd be counting down 'til his birthday WTF I miss the old days. I'm going to make up for it. Seb if
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