Well lets start with the awesome things ( Read more... )

I find myself torn between comfort and pushing myself ( Read more... )

So ive been watching videos of self development, and I came across a good video. The guy from the video talked about offering value. I think an issue ive had is being a "taker", people don't appreciate that. One of the things he talks about is listing the value you bring to the table. I thought this was a good idea, and what better platofrm to ( Read more... )

I first started to write about a difficult night Friday, but I realized that just isn't helpful. Thats one really good takeaway from my other post. Hey when Shit comes up, you HAVE to process it, but dont live in the sad. Focus on the possibilities, focus on the fun and the future ( Read more... )

I'm not even going to go down the rabit hole of how my intuition of Katie was spot on. What I will say is that I am so impressed with myself for the strike through idea. Sadly, I haven't done that at all. I love the idea to sticking with facts.  What I want to do here is come up with a survival plan. So heres the latest, I dont know which direction ( Read more... )

I figure I should start with describing my interesting and somewhat unique morning. This morning I woke up by Shane to tell me a joke. Ooh how I love him, but hotdog I was tired! I asked him to get me my monster energy drink and like a good lad he obeyed.  To my surprise I woke up, I drank a little bit and fell asleep. I fell asleep in what felt ( Read more... )

Flat out, ive been having a blast. Its come at a cost. I quit my job. That part wasn't fun, but I cant believe how back to normal life feels after that. I had sooooooo much job related stress, and very little enjoyment from it. In fact, I realized that people I thought were helping me were hurting me much more. Now i'm free from them, and i'm ( Read more... )

Sometimes I jump back and forth with this and my journal "Personal Notes" I kept that because I didn't want to open LJ at work haha, but sometimes its important to give a life update, and  I think it actually helps you refocus and do better at work. ok work... well here it comes. I quit. Surprised? Well I am, but i'm also not. I think the best part ( Read more... )

Hey Hey Hey. Ok well ive been journaling for self improvement,  but this makes more sense to do while on my bed in a cold december morning. I'm almost scared to look back at the yearish post entries haha. That is for sure some legit depression and anxiety. Anyhow, im doing and feeling great now and trying to even think of where to begin. I see my ( Read more... )

Normally I like to post in here whats going on in life. This post is going to be different. I have been through worlds of change as can be seen in past entries. I had an opiphany this morning that I wanted to share with maybe my kids in the future should they find this or myself. As I rolled up into my garage in my ebike I saw myself in the mirror ( Read more... )