RIP JOANNA.

wow so life definatly sucks latley.

so many things are going on and i dont even know where to start.

so basically things with me and ray are fucked. not on the outside, we still have fun when we're together and stuff, but im still not allowed to hang out with him so i dont see him on weekends. and we've had a lot of upset with rumours involving ( Read more... )

DO IT. comment with ::::

1 thing you love about me
1 thing you hate about me
1 candid thing you know about me
1 thing you'd like to know about me
1 good memory with me
1 bad memory with me

do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel outta place
like somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you.
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud,
but no one hears you screaming.
no you don't know what its like when nothing feels alright
you don't know what its like to be like ( Read more... )

this weekend was good.

friday:
had the house to myself.
so nice.
just chillaxed, talked to ray, the important stuff.
and i read my book.
yes, i read : ).

saturday:
homework most of the day.
went bowling with mon, ami, jay, matt, ray.
it was fun : )

today:
went to michagin with the parents.
spent money!
bought::
-DC hoodie <3 [so nice]
-2 long sleeve shirts
- ( Read more... )

woo whoo!
my moms letting me paint my room hot pink.
the one wall my bed is against is gonna be super hot pink and then the rest are gonna be just plain hot pink.
i wanted to paint one of the walls black but im not allowed : (
so my plan is to get one of those huge boards that you can tack things to and im gonna get a lot of pictures of my friends ( Read more... )

I Caught Fire

seemed to stop my breath,
my head on yor chest, waiting to cave in
from the bottom of my..
hear your voice again, could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been?
maybe you and me so..

kiss me like you did, my heart stopped beating, such a softer sin..
                                   I'M MELTING..
                                          ( Read more... )

i love all my friends x one hundredy billion + one

you guys rock hardcore.

well today's another day.
another shitty day.
i finally figured out why i'm so moody and depressed.
medication.
turns out the doc didn't tell me everything i needed to know about what i was going to be taking.
never said depression was a side effect.
cause it doesn't matter right?
noo of course not.
*glares*
so yeah. thats what it is.
so don't get all pissy ( Read more... )

so deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
off gaurd, red handed now im far from lonley.
asleep i still see you lying next to me.
so deep that it didnt even bleed and catch me.

i need something else, would someone please just give me,
hit me, and knock me out and let me go back to sleep.
i can laugh all i want inside i still am empty.
so deep, that it ( Read more... )