i've decided to disown ths journal for the time being.

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hm. let me see. it's monday night i do believe. lastnight was interesting. i hung out with my chrissy, chani, and liz. we went over to grant's house and kidnapped him. we went to this guy's house. i don't even know whose house it was. got that unfriendly/unwelcomed vibe. that and it really was boring anyway. so we went to get us some beer. yes, i ( Read more... )

not too long ago i had gotten to this emotional point where i didn't care anymore. i honestly didn't care what happened to me or what i did. i had nothing to live for if you will. no one to stop me or care. (call me a drama queen or overdramatic..but those were my feelings) now hearing someone with that mindset sounds as if they're bound to get ( Read more... )

hm so i guess it's time for updateness of my week. oh so very exciting and eventful. haha only not. oh well as long as i got to be with my bestfriends and a little bit of alcohol. it's all good ( Read more... )

why? how? why? how? these are the thoughts that keep running through my head. non stop.

• why can't i live one day of my life without him effecting it. without him even knowing it or meaning to.
• how can someone change such their feelings so greatly. so suddenly. so unexpectedly.
• why do i feel him on my shoulders. watching my every move ( Read more... )

warped tour - smirnoff - june 26th

i officially have my warped tour ticket!! i cannot fucking wait. there's like wayyyy too many bands going to list them all. so here are the ones that i am stoaked to see.

alkaline trio ( Read more... )

just woke up. and not even willingly either. my dad kept bitching at me. it's only 6 o'clock. pm. lol i need to just stay in tonight and sleep forever & ever. actually i think i may do so. except i think i'll invite chani over to bust a chill and just watch movies and such. you know how we do. so the last 2 nights were fun. they weren't like really ( Read more... )

wow. writing twice in one day. lastnight really sucked. it felt good to stay home. nothing happened anyway really. but the dashboard concert. i wanted to go really bad. the fucking pit tickets sold out like instantly though. so chani and i didn't get to go. the last one was the greatest. daniel called me while he was at the concert lastnight. i ( Read more... )

*sigh* so uh i totally have no idea what day of the week it is. i think friday. well..now i think it's saturday. whatev. (just to annoy you chrissy my dear.) um this week has been just as boring as the previous week. i've done little to nothing exciting or eventful. i went to the movies with chani two days in a row because we're just ubercool like ( Read more... )

hm. okay sooo. i haven't written in here in a while. other than that little quiz thing. but oh well. so this week has gone by incredibly fast with absolutely nothing really occuring. actually.. a lot of really stupid shit occured. i just like to think it didn't. so one night melissa, chrissy, and i hung out with daniel and kevin. but melissa and ( Read more... )