Life is a little nutzo. I have a $500 phone bill, that I havent even started to pay off. I have to go on some kind of payment plan, because Im going to be paying that off forever. I havent payed any bills, pretty much because I cant. I'm trying, but I need to do a resume to start applying for salons. It shouldnt be long before I take my test. I am ( Read more... )

Things with Kevin and I are going wonderfully. I cleaned his horrendous house yesterday. It was actually fun. I felt accomplished. He was so thrilled when he came home. I'm going to also attribute the happiness to coming home to me in lingerie drinking a beer. Hell, Id be happy. We spent the rest of the day hanging out, watching tv, eating pizza. ( Read more... )

I have been seeing Kevin on a regular basis now. It's exciting to have someone that seems to get it. I can already call him up and freak out about something. I had a little breakdown earlier, not like crying or anything, just worrying about the future to him, and he totally understood. He treats me like a man should. He's stable, kind, and makes me ( Read more... )

So life has been extremely nice lately. Christmas was nice with my family, and i enjoyed watching them opening the stuff i got them, and they got me cool stuff. I got the traincase from sephora I have been wanting for so long, and I got alot of cash to old navy etc. Anyways, I have been seeing this guy, Kevin, for the past few days. I met him ( Read more... )

Good weekend. My weekend was actually Sunday/Monday, so I went out bothing nights and had alot of fun. Beat it was fun with Derek, Marcus and their friends, and of course the gay boys. Swingers afterward, ran into Jimmy. I had a good time despite the FREEZING FUCKING COLD AND WIND in hollywood. OH MY GOD it was so fucking cold. And I work a short ( Read more... )

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god damn. Why didnt I discover french men long ago?
especially french models. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Im moving AGAIN.
Long beach here i come.

because im a snob.

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