Bright Eyes, says it all. much more beautifully than i ever could. slightly altered.

It was in the march of the winter I turned fiften
That I bought those pills
I thought I would need
And I wrote a letter to my family
Said it's not your fault
And you've been good to me
Just lately I've been feeling
Like I don't belong
Like the ground's not mine to walk ( Read more... )

i guess somethings never change.

my skin.

a pale white, it almost glows

smeared with all the colors of the rainbow

and the fumes from the paint

are beginning to make me feel faint

trying to hide.

some little strawberry dashes

and more dark red gashes

spots of tan, dark and light

distressed.

im not quite sure, if im ready to give up the ( Read more... )

so more drama at keller high school. and its really the dumbest thing ive ever imagined. here goes the story:

k so haley comes up to me today, tellin me all about how her and kevin talked last night, and how hes gonna take her for rides on his motorcycle when he gets it and bla bla bla. of course i was annoyed, who likes hearing about their ( Read more... )

awww shit. dear god have mercy, if i banged him, i would cry.

first day of school. 11th first day of school. nothing new. but it was fun to see everyone again. i dont have good ppl in my classes tho. 4th period is good. but other than that not really good. today it was just really tiring, and it was really cold! haha. after school was quite a trip. jared took me home and collin rode in the back seat. the car ( Read more... )

okay so nevermind. i will keep my beloved journal. i dont really care what ppl say anymore i guess, i need to work on my anger managment bc ive only been getting in trouble. im already grounded for a whole week. oh well whatev. shake dem haters off. ok so heres my weekend-

FRiDAY-cee came over and me n her went driving around, and went to bear ( Read more... )

okay fuck having a journal. i will never have a journal again, bc the ppl who read it are little bitches and post anonymous comments and i wanna shoot someone. i cant stand fuckers who hide behind an 'anonymous' name. so goodbye, and fare-fucking-well. this is the last journal entry.

fuck you all.