hey love! visit my new journal at www.xanga.com/teeohh and dont bother to read any of the other stuff on this page, bc its too depressing. <333

okay guys, sorry about that last post. i guess i was just really pissed about everything. i hate it when me and shawnacee fight. but were good now so i feel a lot better. but i went home early from school today bc my head hurt sooo bad...and my dad gave me this medicine that made me pass out, so i didnt call the trainers to tell them that i couldnt ( Read more... )

GOD FUCK EVERYONE.

i hate every fucking person on this earth right now, even you. fuck you.

so its a saturday night at home. for once. just chilln tonight, im gonna work on painting bc i havent really had any time to at all. and im pretty sure all of u have seen me on my crutches, yeah i sprained my mcl. its doing okay, but it still hurts like a bitch to walk or anything. so goin out and partying really isnt a logical option. things have ( Read more... )

homecoming was craz-y. i was so busy during the game. me, cee, conner and jared went out after the game and omg i was just soooo tired. as soon as i got home i crashed. i leave tommorow to go to the lake with shawnacee!!! yayy. good times. anyways i dont have a lot of time to update this anymore, if i have more time ill write in it again but i mean ( Read more... )

My bones are tired, Daddy
I don't get enough sleep
I don't eat as good as I could, Daddy
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I sleep past noon, Daddy
Drink lots of liquor and I smoke like a chimney.
What's that say about me?
Sometimes I want to rip out your throat, Daddy
For all those things you said that were mean.
Wanna rip your heart out the way you did ( Read more... )

Hey guys, this weekend went by so fast. It was a good one, just a really bad week before that. seriously, im bipolar anger queen. im so mad at everything all the time. and i flip out for no reason. i guess since im not being sad anymore, im mad. like give and take kind of thing. who knows, im just working on it. im really trying to be a different ( Read more... )

so today was an okay day. last night was bad. i flipped out. hmm but yeah other than that things are going as planned. i guess i got a few habits i just cant kick. i knew i said i was gonna change and bla bla. but theres somthings i jsut cant stop. who cares neway. this weekend me and cee are getting crunk so yeah there ya go. i mean im going to go ( Read more... )

i love shawnacee so much, okay damnit. shes the reason im still alive, and the reason im probally not in juvi or rehab right now. so i just wanted to clear that up. shes caught all of my tears, and mended all of my broken hearts. shes my everything and i love her more than anything else in da whole world!!!!!!!!!!!! and i want everyone to know that ( Read more... )

things are so much better lately. things are changing, and i owe it mostly all to jared, my amazing boyfriend, who made me want to be a better person, he made me see that not everyting is so bad, and that i shouldnt hate myself so much. hes my baby <333 other than that, alot of stuff been going on, with volunteering, painting, training ahh im just ( Read more... )