.... sometimes i can't help but think what's wrong with me. I pretend to be okay with this whole thing but the truth is i cry myself to sleep every night.

I'm sick of always hearing
Sappy love songs on the radio
This place is fucking cursed in its plague
And I can never escape when my heart it explodes

I can't forgive
Can't forget
Can't give in what went wrong
Cause you said this was right
You fucked up my life

I'm kicking out fiercely at the world around me

sometimes i ( Read more... )

Hmmm.. I know i haven't updated in a while but.. here i am! A lot has happend and i'll try to highlight the good stuff.

New Hampshire with Brianne and Cat was FABULOUS! we had so much fun and i have the pictures to prove it, you just have to wait unitl i figure out how to plug in my damn scanner. But to hold you over i'm just going to say- Cat ( Read more... )

Dear Jenny,

You are really _____. You should _____. We need to go _____. After that we can _____. Remember that time we _____? That was real _____. Maybe tomorrow we can _____. You are my _____. I _____ you!

Signed your _____,

_____

p.s. _____.

So yesturday... i had an ice cream cone, and due to the fact that i was already full it made me feel a little sick. So on our way back to our room i burped and in the process i threw up in my mouth... this is gross i know, but just listen, so in my throw up there was a HUGE chunk of cone. So naturally when you throw up in your mouth you just ( Read more... )

I miss fourth grade... i do. We had nothing to worry about in fourth grade, and i will always remember Kathryn Lucey crying because she didn't get her way, good old kathryn luc! Ok so i have no idea where that came from.... anyways! I had so much fun this past weekend, it was in fact the one of spring here at good old Westfield State college and ( Read more... )

HOWDY FRIENDS!! Today is Miss Katie's Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TATES!! yaaaaaaaaaay ( Read more... )

Some people call me the gangster of love... Hey, i don't get it either. LOL So I stole my moms daffodils because she told the easter bunny not to come to my house! So now i have her flowers! muhahha and they are blooming and they look simply gorgeous!

Ummm things have been good lately, I'm having fun hanging out. :) Amy's not here and that makes ( Read more... )

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Ta daaaaaaaaaa! I apologize for not updating in a while although i dont know how many people actually read this... to those that do... i am sorry! Nothing really exciting has happend lately. I got lost in fricken Stanley park for like 3 hours with Alex and Nazi Joe! It was dark and not really cold but if i say it was it makes it sound scarier... i ( Read more... )