So i dont have my clippy in here and i dont know where it is and i wanted my hair in a bun and not ponytail bc i hate that bump it creats so i got invintive, got some paperclips and used them as bobby pins to make a bun. So far so good ( Read more... )

You replied to a message today, just the answer to the question, nothing more or less. It wasnt anything huge, just the name of an anime. But knowing you actually read and even responded to me un nerved me. Maybe i should say unhinged? I for once didnt think of violence but more like my soul playing a sorrowful symphony, mouring a mates loss. I ( Read more... )

I kept asking myself how you could just drop me so easily, how is it you could just leave so suddenly after two and a half years. I kept thinking that something was wrong with me and that i just needed to keep looking. I finally found my answer looking through a picture of her i see your reflection taking that picture with your phone, and the date ( Read more... )

Lets never let go,
You and me.
lets give in to our sorrow,
And finally be free,
all this talk of tomorrow,
why cant you see?
All this talk of tomorrow,
why cant you see?
all this talk of tomorrow,
why do you refuse to see?
All this talk of tomorrow.
Its only you and me.

so i went to bed at 11 pm last night and i woke up around 2 am and haven't gone back to bed, but now my eyes feel heavy and i am getting kinda tired. i am wondering if i should even try to go to sleep because i am supposed to go home today. normally Dr. Willie doesn't even make rounds till about 11 anyways, but they said i could get out of here by ( Read more... )

i got my lung transplant march first, which i love to be able to breathe. i have been dating derrick for almost a year now. it'll be a year in aug. it was friday the 13th when we started dating, while watching a meteor shower. it was perfect.

im back in the hospital again. im growing something in my port line.

i miss my lala.. and sam. it hurts. they're gone. today's going to be a depressing day. since im depressed ( Read more... )

so um, stitch is back in town. and einstein is coming this month, and bud is coming down to see me... lol. wow. that's alot of friends.. lol(names have been changed..)

no really. i havent had a social life this big in a while. and hey 3 people is big when you dont really go anywhere...hopefully it'll keep me busy for a bit.. like i said..

guess who's back?
back again..
shady's back
tell a friend
guess who's back
guess who's back
guess who's back
guess who's back...

lmao

actually, my homie g is back. i have missed him so terribly much. i cant wait to get home and see him :)

oh i just give up..

-sigh-

i say i wont bother and i dont need to pay attention t it but i cant help myself when im surrounded by all this shit.

constantly reminded that im alone.

no i know i dont need one.

but im lonely.