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ugh
they have finally giving me a "limit", less than 6 months.. -
nate
I miss you. A year, and a few months. This time last year i had so many depressing thoughts. Feelings. And an ache so profound in my soul, that it made me sick. When you have someone ripped from you that you would give your life over, it tears at you. Its a feeling like no other. I was also in the process of derrick ripping out my heart and another ( Read more... ) -
look at the stars, look how they shine for you
You are the things you do..
Unhealthy obsession with jcb. Lol.. maybe itll pass. All this blows. Maybe ill feel better soon. This welbutrin isnt working very well..
I need an *always* -
again
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are but you cant keep running away from what youre trying to hide ( Read more... ) -
fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice, shame on me..
He did it again. He complained so much about how they had nothing alike, he was tired of her shit and so so. Lead me on and BAM! Disappeared. They way he was talking was he would be in jail.. looked on fb and he got back with her ( Read more... ) -
he may be a playa, but im the coach
I felt compelled to message him today and respond to how im doing. Which started a conversation on what i thought was hime being nice but then he threw in asking a favor and i was like ah-ha! I knew there was a reason he was buttering me up ( Read more... ) -
i was fine..
seriouslyThen suddenly he is every fucking where. His friend hitting me up for tabs, my gmaw still has him as fb friend and her showing me what hes been writing as status... why. Who would show their grand daughter things her ex fiance is posting during his no life without her and someone he left her for ( Read more... ) -
life or death
So the dr told mom that if im not continious and dont het off the vent more and work my lungs i will end up becoming dependent of the vent and ne more risk for infection and die, so they have suggested a daily schedule of goals for me to complete that will help me get my lungs stronger, he said that im producing oxygen good im just lacking strength ( Read more... ) -
scenes from the what side
So dr diaz wants to get my family togetjher tomorrow and meet them and make sure we are all on the same page about my health. He said the im getting sicker and not being able to stay off the vent. I trried to tell him its not my breathing but my sinus but i dont think he heard me or understood what i was saying bc i was on the vent ( Read more... ) -
carry on,carry on like nothing really matters
So I never really expected this friendship to scoot towards more. Lord knows i definiyely dony need more, ang he knows i doubt want more, i mean, if youre going to be with someome, it should only be fair that you are 100% in this and not offh thinking of someone else,