I got in trouble with the law at about 4:30 this morning along with 5 other friends. I'm grounded for possibly forever, but my life is pretty much shot to hell anyway so it's not like I would have much to write about. Just thought I would let you know so you didn't wonder/worry. I love you all very much, and I hope to see you soon. ♥♥♥♥

I had to put this on so everyone could see it and take it, becuase it has to be the coolest LJ friends quiz I've ever seen. I just wish I had gotten a better score.

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I don't understand what you want me to do, okay? I don't know if you want me to lie and pretend, or change my feelings, or just not talk about anything at all! It frustrates me to no end, because I want to make you happy, want to be friends with you, want to NOT annoy you so much that you don't want to be around me anymore. But I have no idea what ( Read more... )

Thank you for commenting on the last entry. You give me hope that someday things won't be like this, and now doesn't have to be the end. You have my heart <3.

( Quizzes. )

I hate myself so much I can barely speak. It feels like everything I've ever done is wrong. Everyone I've ever had a conversation with, I've let down. I've hurt so many, with so little thought.

I'm beyond reforming, beyond fixing. I've given up.

I'm just going to sit in my room and shut out the whole world so I can't disappoint them anymore.

( My anthem. )

( I need something to doooo )

So, I sent out one of those "What do really think of me?" surveys on email the other day, and one of the responses I got was this: 5. What is the best thing about my personality? You're ability to talk. Worst? Your crazy depression ( Read more... )

I forgot to watch the season finale of The Real World! Damnit.

( Thank you Chelsea, you cured my boredom. )

I love this song.

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh ( Read more... )