well here i am, updating the old livejournal. i was just looking back on my entries from last year, from right before i turned seventeen. things are so different this year. i have my alijah back, and i feel so much more alive and complete. i love screaming and laughing with her everyday, and making weird grunting or shrieking noises in the ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm updating, because no one reads these anymore.

Why am i so...ugh.

i need a therapist, and some friends.

so today is the big ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

and, we're pretty cute:


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i just felt like updating because i'm in a good mood, and it's always a better idea to update in a good mood.  For your viewing pleasure, here are a few pictures: ( my birthday? )

well, halloween was boring ( Read more... )

i like high waisted pants ( Read more... )

today's my birthday!

comment if you want to... not be killed. =)

i feel like i've been dumped.

okay so here's the deal. i'm going to be seventeen in like, six days. however, i still don't have my lisence. why? because i'm incredibly lazy and never took the classes. i'm planning on taking them starting next week. but.. besides being lazy i'm also a wimp, and i don't like doing stuff alone. basically, what i'm saying here, is... who wants ( Read more... )

something is different. i'm not sure what it is.
a lot of the time i'm in my head, but i'm not me. i'm just an observer.

sometimes i feel so reckless.the best friend thing never really seems to end ( Read more... )