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So I have been with my boyfriend since April of last year. we met in the rehab I live in three years ago when I first moved here and while it wasn't quite love at first sight for me it was for him. I was dating someone else at the time that he told me he was in love with me. I had been steadily developing feelings for him over the two years that ( Read more... ) -
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So I've been at Holyoke rehab center for 3 years now, over that actually and I'm no closer to leaving. I don't know what it's going to take for me to leave but I'm working on it. My social worker is a moron. I try and tell her to get things done and she never does. So I don't know what to do! I don't feel like I'm never getting out of here my ( Read more... ) -
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So the inevitable happened...I got kicked out of my group home. I knew it was going to happen, I mean all the times i had sex with evan? We both got kicked out and I knew it was going to happen. I hate feeling like this, with no place to go! I know it was my own fault but still! -
Being in love
Have you ever been in love with someone you knew was wrong for you yet you loved them anyway? That's the prediciment i'm in now. I love evan but I know I shouldn't. It's not right since I got him kicked out for gaving sex with me. But for some reason I do love him.
Is it that I'm a glutton for torture or just crazy? I lost daniel for this whole ( Read more... ) -
Year ago today
I can't believe it's been a year since Rachey passed away. Things seem to stand still for me today ya know, like time just stopped. It hurts so much to know she's gone and I'll never hear her laughter or see her sign on to AIM again. She was a shooting star in this world, here one moment and gone the next. She is forever in my heart though.
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Don't know what to do....
Ok so let me fill you guys in on what's been going on in my life ( Read more... ) -
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Yah know, life sucks sometimes....I just got dismissed from a volunteer job I was at. They freakin fired me from a VOLUNTEER JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW THE FUCK DO YOU LOOSE A VOULUNTEER JOB ( Read more... ) -
Broken Hearted
I recently moved into a community residence and there's this guy that I really like....but the only problem is that he has a girlfriend ( Read more... ) -
So depressed
So I know I haven't posted in this journal in a long time and that's because I haven't had the time. SO remember me telling you guys about Daniel? Well we called it quits after 2 1/2 years ( Read more... )