ok so listen life has been ok, not great!! but not bad ( Read more... )

so lets see the night started of kinda bad..me n cne got into a fight but were ok now..it was over something stupid so anyways we met up with ryan at the mall but before we saw ryan..i saw someone that was the one person i didnt need to see, the one person who if i saw would rip out my heart. why did i need to see him just to remember everything i ( Read more... )

Last Car Ride: mohammad <3 this morning ( Read more... )

my birthday was hot!! he didnt say happy birthday to me and he is such an asshole i just realized that even tho 3 ppl had to point it out to me but wtvr!!>. yay so i saw mohammad he is such a sweetheart i got drunk of my asss!!! i dont remember anything after seeing mohammad and after going out to dinnner all i kno is we saw wicker park well cne ( Read more... )

i got upset last night so my dad and my went for a drive for about half n hour then we got back home and i talked to barry it was a good talk a friendly one i guess u can say i kno he wants to live his life and be free and live it with no regrets and stuff and i guess i cant blame him. but i miss you i miss him alot i dont think he cares tho lol ( Read more... )

my worst fear has come true barry is thinking of leaving me..i cant take this anymore my heart hurts soo bad..i kno he is gunna leave me even tho he told me that he left me for that month to find out where he watned to be and i thought he did i trusted him..but i just end up losing again i just need to give him the thing i got him and the card and ( Read more... )

hey waz up ppl , yea its me barry again , i bet ppl dont read this but i kno i do everyday n every chance i get , well imma write this like it waz my journal , well today i aint got 2 school cuz i hate school n i didnt wanna go so i faked a migraine again , i cleaned me room watched tv n took a shower , but most of the day i jus layed ( Read more... )

lol ello ppl dis is barry writein in alicias journal lol yes the infamous barry , well alicia jus asked me 2 update her journal , imma write like its mine , i donno i guess i woke up n tlked to my lover alicia , cut the hedges , ate , tlked to my love alicia again after her karate thing ( she is really tired) , i got my progress report ( Read more... )

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i pierced my nose today by myself!! it didnt hurt!! yay =) but i must admit it hurts a little now but i have to take it out wen my mom and dad are home cause they dont kno i did it well thats my highlight of the day bye