i feel comfortable in my own skin for the first time in a long, long time. i love you, kelsey.

Money is power and I have none. The dollar bill will soon lose it's value and will become replaced by the Amero, which is the currency of the North American Union. The North American Union is the rule under which Mexico, U.S. and Canada will answer to. The entire world is being divided up into these little unions eventually to become one union, the ( Read more... )

what mirrors the pumping of a heart ( Read more... )

i have to have something more interesting to say than the next guy. words that are more than words. i need to have something to believe in. i need to portray my existence through pen and paper. i need to be more interesting than you. i have to have something about me that people are intrigued by. there needs to be soul behind this flesh. and it ( Read more... )

fruit rots faster when it's in my apartment. i'm not really sure why.

i have enough ENERGY to do something, but no one is awake so i don't know what to do. i wanna go do something so fun right now. i wish energy had a show on their way home from new jersey cuz i wanted to take a little trip..fuck, being awake by yourself kinda sucks sometimes. i woke up eroc, plugs and kate but they're no fuckin fun ( Read more... )

i don't want to sleep. i only want to create.

i just want to write music right now. nothing else. just write music. any kind of music. music that means something to me. i haven't jammed with roe and flaherty for a little while. it sucks. i just want to write. we can accomplish so much if we have the time and right equipment ( Read more... )

I want answers. But do I need answers? I can see you missin me. If not now, then just watch and see what the future holds. I know there have been A LOT of lies. More than I'll ever know about. Thank you for finally freeing me. True to you or true to who? You don't know. I know who I am. I found myself again ( Read more... )

I finally have work the monsta again tomorrow, but I probably won't be going in cuz I don't feel good. I'm running on pure adrenaline right now and sleep doesn't seem too likely at this point. Being left out in the dark can do a lot to one's mind. Boiling blood got me through the day at work with the moving company. The migraine pills and coffee ( Read more... )