I am so damn tired right now. I didn't get any sleep at all last night. Remember I said bad things keep happening every time I turn? Well, it hasn't stoped just yet. Last night could have been one of my worst nights ever, and what sleep I did get I hated the dream. WHAT THE HELL DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS SHIT? I've never committed a crime in which I ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, I know not alot of you read this, and frankly that doesn't bother me. I'm just going to make a post to vent right now. Everything is going to hell right now. It seems no matter where I turn something wrong is bound to happen, it is inevitable. I'm being shreded apart here in this town. Everything I thought I could turn to has ( Read more... )

Hey everyone! I am thinking more than ever right now. "sigh" sometimes I wish I didn't exist, and how easier that would be. My time is drawing near. I'll be leaving soon and I don't know what to do with what time I have left. I want to do something for everyone, but I don't konw what. Someone had open my eyes tonight about alot of things. I don't ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, I got an extention on my leave. I now won't be leaving untill Aug 23. Life is weird to me sometimes. I sit here and ponder of things of the past, my family, friends, and past loves. I remember the kid that used to be scared of the world. He would just sit in his room and do nothing but play games, catch bugs and draw. Now those things ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. It's been while since the last time I've posted, but I've been really busy with getting things straightened out before I leave. For one's who don't know I'm going into the military as an Army Airbourne Ranger. I'll be leaving on Wensday 6, 2005. I won't return untill November. I hope there are no ill wills towards me for the decission ( Read more... )

Hey folks! I am sooo tired right now, but hey thats ok. Well I have had one of the best weeks of my life. I gained a new gf (oh by the way her name is Faith), scored a proficient on my portfolio, got some community service in, and I can feel my body changing due to my daily work-outs. I'm becoming stronger. ^_^ Life is sweeter.

Hey hey, sorry ppl I haven't updated in sooo long. Well today has been a great day. I went to work of course, got some hours in, then I helped Alexandra with painting on a wall. Aka community service. While doing this a girl went to my work when I left looking for me, she hunted me down until my co-workers called me, I gave her my cell and she ( Read more... )

All right I so wanted to post yesturday, but I totally forgot. I'm in a good mood right now, Two new job opprotunities opened up for me and i'm looking into it asap. The first one is UPS. And there pay is better than what I have now so that would be great, even better they have benefits and pretty much if I get hired, I should just go ahead and ( Read more... )

Lets see I just finished deleting old old posts (finally) and now i'm just sitting here bout to play a video game, which I haven't done in awhile. You know by now I would think people would get the idea that there should be no more attacks on any one through a blog. I don't get it. but seeing that I actually have time to type this I think I will ( Read more... )

Well spring break has started. nothing new going on with me right now, except ideas for the future. which i'm still debating with. I'm just so tired right now. Work is catching up with me, and i have no idea when my body will give. But I can't give up, I won't. I have all the motivation I need, and i don't care what is in my way.....Right now I ( Read more... )