you don't deserve to be lonely,
but those drugs you got won't make you feel better.
pretty soon you'll find
its the only little part of your life you're keeping together.

I miss this bad boy.

Apparently this livejournal makes me look like I'm seeking for pity, attention, or whatever, when it's MY fucking livejournal and I'll say whatever I want, so therefore to save everyone's troubles I'm just going to make this friends only.

Everyone has their flaws, correct? But why do I feel like I'm the worst person ever? Because honestly I feel like shit right now. I really don't know who to vent to anymore. I seriously need to, really bad. I don't want to sound like I'm all about complaining, but, what ever happened to me having a best friend? Yeah, I have plenty.. but I haven't ( Read more... )

I neglected this thing, but I haven't really had much to update about. Well I have, but don't feel like it. Maybe I'm lazy buttt it happens. "It happens" reminds me of a boy I kissed like 10 months ago, awkward. Anyways, school's decent. My day goes by super fast. My hardest period is 1st so I get it over with nice and early and then mid day I ( Read more... )

You are a very sensitive person and you try hard (perhaps a little too hard) to make favourable impressions and to be recognised by your peers. But you have that inherent need to feel appreciated and admired and you are easily hurt if all of your endeavours go by unappreciated or not acknowledged. Stop trying so hard ( Read more... )

( so long sweet summer! )

I am never going to be satisfied.

Wednesday I hung out with Nick most of my day then worked the rest of it. Best sleep of my life may I add ( Read more... )

Today was I don't know, alright, I guess, nothing to really talk about. And honestly I'd rather not talk about anything else because a) I feel like shit, b) you're always right, and c) I want to cry ( Read more... )