[x] I'm not afraid to cry.
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I've smoked pot.
[x] I've run away from home.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I watch the news. (not religiously or anything, but occasionally I'll sit and watch if it's already on) <--good answer from Eric(dont know him) & Amanda ( Read more... )

"And he can't understand ( Read more... )

So today is me and Amanda's 1 year, 7 month anniversary. All of our ups, and all of our downs, have proven to keep us level so far. Just lately we've had more drastic ups and downs. All I know is I love her right now, and now is all that matters. I miss her more than ever today, and I hope she is having a good time at trees for tomorrow. ( Read more... )

You get what you deserve ( Read more... )

Never give up on something you can't go a day without thinking about.

Alright, now that I got the nightmare entry out of the way, I'm going to talk about my weekend a little bit. To be honest I dont remember a lot of it. I went to a LAN party at Dustin Kaiser's house on Friday. We played Counter-strike: Source till around 3:00AM. I totally kicked everyones ass. It was a good time. It was my 1 year, 5 month ( Read more... )

Carnival ( Read more... )

Alright. This is a rarity for me, but I think I have a new outlook on life. I'm changing myself in a lot of ways, and not just for other people. In fact, its mostly to better myself. I'm not going to share what the changes are in this ridiculous journal because the people who I want to know the changes I've probalby already told in person. ( Read more... )

Yeah amanda and I are taking a break. it's definitely a good thing for the time being. i just hope it doesnt turn out bad in the end. Other than that i have to right my R and T paper and do all of my foods, so here's to a long night of homework.

Alright, to those who have "tried" committing suicide, or just simply can't figure out how to do it, here's a nice simple tip on how to successfully finish yourself off:


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