so here i am. foggy-eyed after crying all day. i dont know what all of this has come to. i feel like living is hopeless but dieing isnt an option. everytime i started crying today, i kept seeing this image of my arm and me taking a safety pin carving lines in my arm as they fill up with blood. why am i having this image replayed in my head ( Read more... )

so im now ungrounded from the computer & my cell cos i brought my english grade up. so i fail i being normal but if i can bring a grade up i get ungrounded. sweet ( Read more... )

i hate that im missing out on my old life ( Read more... )

so im going to be grounded for the rest of my life ( Read more... )

Thank God it's spring breakkkkkk ( Read more... )

i hate it here so bad ( Read more... )

I started this entry directing it towards a group of people ( Read more... )

This weekend has been ok.
But last night was amazing.

Uhm, lost 40$ this weekend.
Jeremy lost his cell phone.
if we get married, we'll probably like... lose a kid.
great. <3

neways.
needless to say, this entry is pointless.

but tomorrow is school & i need to shower.
but. im lazy.

KBYE. <3

this day.
uhm.
sucks.
kbye.

you know that you need to lose weight when your dad mentions that you've never been so big. i fought the tears simply bcos ive had a bad enough day and cried a river already ( Read more... )