it has been far to long that i have writtin on this. my life has changed so much from 11 months ago. my entire life and world has fallen apart around me and been reconstructed again. I still dont understand all that has happened to me. everything has just been a blurr. The weirdest thing is i still think about it all, and it still makes me cry... I ( Read more... )

becoming very uncertain of many thing lately. Not sure how stable these foundations are anymore and I am positive they are crumbling underground where they cant be seen; just felt. I feel as if im loosing control of everything that was once grounded. Maybe im just careening shamelessly into oblivion and watching everything float away behind me... ( Read more... )

So i created a gallery of my own, i still havnt figured out how to use LJ its very confusing. But anyway my gallery is of me playing paintball i know its not exciting to many but i think the photos came out pretty cool.

( Read more... )

So this is my first entry. I dont write as much as i want to, or case in point as much as i should. I get caught up in what i should write and dont put down what i want, so i think im just going to free ball most of these so beware that some of this entrys might be a bit risque* oh yea i am a horrible speller and have no concept of grammer.