At least 3 times a week, I talk to Joshua Paul McKean on the phone.. and I must say..

I STILL FUCKING MISS HIS SORRY FUCKING ASS.. AND I SADLY STILL LOVE HIM.

Hey guys ( Read more... )

Why do things have to change so much because you move away, and when you move back? I moved away and things at home changed, then I move away from "HIM" and this change again, then I come home and things change even more, when you left being together to being single.?

So yeah, I haven’t done much with my life, I rule!!! I smoke pot all day long and that’s the way it shall stay.

I did call for my job thing and I have to call back Monday, I called about night school.. I'm still doin shit i need to do.. its all good.

Guys, I don’t even know where to start isn’t that sad.. So much has happened in the past three months that I don’t even want to say it all.. I was living with an old friend and her mom and her moms boyfriend and his son.. But then shit hit the fan with there and I had no freedom, all she expected me to do was clean and cook and shit.. I wasn’t ( Read more... )

Holy shit, it’s been forever since I’ve updated this shit. Anyway I need to finish in a minute because I have to piss like a fucking Mexican racehorse ( Read more... )

So yeah, I spent the past 2 weeks up north, and i moved today. I broke up with Larry for many reason.. I am now starting my WHOLE life over. Where I spent my childhood years.. wish me luck

I’m thinking I’m going to move up to North Haverhill NH within the next few weeks.. But I will come home on weekends to visit, and of coarse see my wonderful boyfriend.

Aren’t your best friends suppose to be the ones to stick around and fucking be there for you when you fuck up and it feels like the world is turning on you ( Read more... )

Shit hasn’t been going very good lately.. I am just really hurt. And when I say hurt, I mean extremely hurt.